this is the TRUE story about my LIFE

Dear Abah,

I'm sorry dad. We can't go back. I used to think you were my hero. I always wanted you to be proud of me. I'm sorry. I'm just human. And I will never be good enough for you..i jus cried...its d same wid my lyf... infact... me and a group of my frns r plannin a runaway a runaway far away frm dis fckin lyf... if anyone knows anybody who can help plz pmthis song brings out alot of emotions in alot of people including myself..thats one of the reason its my favorite songs, makes me cry sometimes...not so much anymore ive cried enough for mydad and i dnt want to any more It's terrible how some parents can't accept there kids just because there different sometimes :(

This song made me cry so many times :/ And it always makes me upset coz it's like, my life story. All the time I get told what to do and that I should do this, do that to be smart or something. I don't want to be the best, I want to be the person I am. I'm sorry, but I can't change it :(

Dear Ummi,

Sorry I can't be perfect. Sorry I'm not that perfect son you always wanted.Sorry that I'm not that A+ maths or wtv student but music is my life.Fuck being in a class-room I'd rather be with my friends and doing what I love to do.

Well... Perfect is just a word. Nothing achieves the standard of perfect. So, really, it's all empty expectations. There is no completely perfect person. There will always be some flaw, whether you can see it or not. So how's about we get everyone to stop expecting perfect faces, perfect voices, perfect personalities, perfect manners, perfect attitudes, and perfection. Because it's never going to happen. Never. So accept it and leave us to achieve something we consider 'perfect'.

its 5years ago my parents divorced ,this song reminds me about yesterday and years ago..umi and abah fight on their room , i heard someone screaming..seem like its like my mom voice, so i out of my bed..then lurking from the door i saw and my parents fight and yelling each other , that time i dont know what happen..its very disspointed me when them fight and yelt , i scared everything i felt my body shivering when my parents screaming..i dont know what to do im just watching coz im still young that time i was 13o/y (immature)late night..one of my neighbours heard it to..so i run to their house im so afraid , then my neighbours try to calm me..after that , my dad calling me to back home..im trying not look at my dad , im running back to my bedroom and sleep to forget everything happens that late night..

late night tomorrow , my parents fight again..and this time my mom holding something that could kill anyone not just hurt..guess what ?its CHOPPER at the place same night like yesterday..my mom run to her kitchen to get the CHOPPER from her room..my dad on the room , my dad close and lock the door(during my mom get the CHOPPER)then shes running to room and talk to my dad again but that time my dad dont wanna open the door is locked..its was a crazy thing my mom do , shes crush door handles..then my dad open the door and he was shocked my mom brings a CHOPPER..he thought my mom trying to kill my dad , but that wasnt true..mom trying to kill his self by using the CHOPPER that shes hold , shes said if dad wont say 'aku ceraikan kau ' mom will kill herself..yeah , i saw that im crying that time my parents saw that to..but mom dont care anymore, dad trying to stop..but its hard to say it what mom want to..actly i dont know what happens actly , i mean i dont know why re their fight because of what ?im not going to stories this because of what(personal) ok |

when mom looked at me back of the door , shes drop the CHOPPER..seriously man !it was so close mom try to kill herself infront of me and dad , yeah crazy right ?really crazy !till now i still remember me when im play this song , when i had problem with my parents and wtf !i cant trying to forget this shit !

sometimes i feel i wanna run away from this , but you cant actly..you have to solve the problem..my problem about family , no one can changes..coz mom is already got her new life with her new hubby , i hope shes happy till ending :')

dad ?he still in relation with his old gf idk when..and that is not my problem :)

me? this year is my third wars (SPM) idk sometimes im happy sometimes im not its doesnt mean that i cant go thru my life..like people said : LIFE MUST GO On !

this song is my lifestory