if I

If you were my girlfriend, I could never ignore you, even if you said you hated me and wished I was dead. I'd always pick up the phone for you even at 3 am. And I'd text you first every single day. I'd send you a message first thing every morning to tell you I love you and make sure you slept well. I'd call you every night and talk to you until you were about to fall asleep. And I'd even text you whenyour already asleep just to say I love you incase you wake up in the middle of the night, and so you never forget how much you mean to me. I'd tell you every day how perfect you are. I wouldn't let anyone be mean to, or even touch you. I'd do whatever it takes to make sure you feel safe. I'd never give you a reason to be jealous because I'd make sure that you and everyone else knows how much I love you, and only you. Keeping you happy would always be my first priority. If you were upset, I'd stay up all night long talking to you to make sure you're okay. If one of my friends had a problemwith you or made you feel uncomfortable, I'd leave them. I'd try my hardest to never fight with you. I'd never yell at you or hurt you. I'd try to talk things out with you,and if that doesn't work I'd just forget about it. You mean so much more to me than a stupid little fight. I'd never hurt you, and never do anything you didn't want to, even sexual stuff. But when we're both ready, I'd make sure that the first time is the best and meaningful. I'd be really gentle and ask if you were okay and make sure it felt good for you. I'd tell you the whole time how gorgeous you are and how much I love you. And after, I'd wrap my arms around you and cuddle you. I'd give you soft kisses and tell you how in love with you I am and just hold you until you fell asleep so that you don't feel used. I want to do that every night with you. I don't mean the sex part, because I'd seriously wait forever for you to be comfortable with that. I'd feel like the luckiest boy in the world to be able to hold you until you fell asleep. That might sound kind of creepy, but I don't mean it like that. I juts want to make you feel safe and loved. You're honestly the sweetest and most gorgeous girl I've ever seen in my entire life.

: oh god

I have legit tears in my eyes right now

but of course

things like this never really happen

unfortunately

*I’m keeping this on my blog forever.